I want to always be considered

first, my friend is always mocking me, and even insulted me. they always say that my voice is not good .... even, one of my best friend have the heart to accuse me. I do not accept ... I do not want to like this continues ... I want to be there .... I want ..... but unfortunately, until now all the people still love to cheat on my exercise answers .... I want to be .... but ... remain unanswered. I ... want to always be there in the world ...... I want people to see me, see all the suffering during this ......Oh God .... I want to be a bleak my sister ... beautiful, always loved, and not be like this ...